Confessions of a Former Young Earth Creationist
(TLDR version is at the end)
I don’t have to speculate on at least some of the possible motivations for rejecting evolution since I rejected evolutionary science.
When I was 6 I used to enjoy reading our World Book set, especially the dinosaur and tornado sections. One time I took the Ape section to my mom and said, “we do look a lot like Apes”, and she said, “son, do you really think we came from monkeys?” I don’t remember any of the rest of the conversation but I know that as a kid I assumed that evolutionary science wasn’t telling the real story.
When I started following Jesus at age of 15 I found a church to go to, found some Christian books to read (missionary biographies were my favorite) and read a YEC book about pre-flood conditions. As far as I remember that conversation with my mom, that YEC book, and my reading of Genesis 1-11 as a child informed my thoughts about evolutionary science.
My thoughts have evolved over the last 35 years and here are some snapshots in time of how my thoughts drifted and mutated. The time stamp on each new thought is a little fuzzy, so I’ll leave those out.
I realized that not everyone at the church I started attending after I became a Jesus follower thought the same way about everything that was in the Bible.
I came to the conclusion that not everything is the main thing.
I found out that people that went to other churches and Christians throughout the existence of the Christian Church didn’t all think the same way about everything that was in the Bible.
I discovered that people that I really respected, that loved Jesus and loved others, didn’t all give the same answers to the hard questions I asked about the Bible.
I met and became friends with people who loved Jesus and affirmed scientific estimates of the age of the earth and evolutionary science.
I noticed that in all of the debates about the truth of evolutionary claims that I was in or listened to on my college campus that none of us really knew what we were talking about.
I began to notice that Christians were involved in this culture war and that they were making enemies instead of loving their neighbors and trying to gain power through political means rather than seeking the power of God to rescue hurting people. (mid 90’s, I think)
I found while teaching high school (only did that for 3 years) that I really disliked the “World View” class that they offered the students.
My good friend, the Biology teacher, who was one of the people most devoted to Jesus that I knew, told me that he affirmed evolutionary science.
I heard a preacher that I had really benefited from say that Christians rejecting well researched and documented science made them look silly. He also said, “what would be more impressive, a painter looking at a canvas, speaking, and a completed painting appearing? Or a painter setting up a canvas, setting open paint cans all about the room, filling his hands with rubber bouncy balls, throwing the bouncy balls in one swing of his arms, and watching as the bouncy balls bounce through paint cans and hit the canvas until a beautiful picture emerges?”
I found out that YEC flood geology is a fairly recent construct.
I learned that a literal reading of Genesis 1-11 is not the only way Christians have always read those passages over the last 2000 years.
Somewhere in the middle of the last few thoughts and events above, but at different times, I figured that science was right about the age of the Earth and the evolution of life on the planet.
I decided to read about evolutionary science. I stared with Wikipedia and branched out from there. I started to geek out about it and added it to my spare time reading list that already included theology and basketball.
I found good Biblical scholarship, available to the masses, that explored the Bible and it’s major themes through the lens of the historical and cultural contexts that created the texts.
I realized that the Bible isn’t trying to teach me about science, and I found more theological richness in the texts once that distraction was removed.
I saw an interview of Dr. Swamidass, checked out Peaceful Science a few weeks ago, have tried to answer all of both The Johns’ questions as best I can , discovered the ID movement, and am developing lots of thoughts about ID that I’ll have to post at some point.
Theology and evolutionary science are now both well represented in my reading lists and I’m enjoying both immensely. Theology is still first , but I love the study of the natural world and the awe and wonder towards God and his creation that it produces in me.
TLDR Version
My motivations for rejecting evolution were a conversation with my wonderful Mom when I was 6, a YEC book I read when I was 15, and a misunderstanding of what Genesis 1-11 is all about. I got freed up over the course of many years via friendships with people who thought differently than I did, and through finding better Biblical scholarship. Now I love God, love the Bible and love learning about how Creation has developed naturally over billions of years.